Time passing fast like an arrow, one week already passed for my holiday...But the time seem like walking in a slow speed made me felt that the time was difficult to pass... A bit boring...OMG!!! I was lost my interest in watching drama, playing facebook...Although i still playing that, my interest had been reduced a lot about FB...
Seem like lost interest in everything, nothing can made me felt addict to...Oh no, then my life will be no meaning right?!Haiya, don know how to say that kind of silly and helpless feeling...Maybe 2009 have to pass and turn to 2010...A bit upset about the fact, why the time will be as fast as i cant imagine?Until now i still cant accept that i was a 2o girl, but the time still passing and passing...my receptivity still in slow progress, hahaha...it's the compulsory period i think...
This holiday i had travelled to Penang, the trip was with my bebe...quite a nice trip!However still have some unhappy thing happen but doesnt matter...Hope that everyday also can be in travelling. It's very nice for me to travel here and there...At least still have something to do, not like now nothing to do...everyday doing the same thing, sleeping, eating, watching and waiting...
In conclusion, my latest life is really boring and no meaning!!! He can't bring any stimulation and energization for me...really helpless...
Monday, December 28, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
24/12/2009-25/12/2009
25th December as we know, it's called Christmas eve... This is a "big" day for christian but actually it's not only important for christian, perhaps everyone oso like christmas. We can find our friends come out and gathering. By then, all the friends may have an activity, so called gift exchange! It suppose to be the most expected activity as well...hahaha...no, not everyone like this lo...hahaha...
Let's note down those stupid things that i had done while preparing the activities for my bebe...
haiz, actually everything is all right at the start, actually all of those stupid and idiot stuff was caused by myself.
On 24th was yesterday, i intended to buy a gift for my dear and i went to Ipoh alone. The first place tat i went to was Ipoh parade, coz my ideal gift was located in Ipoh parade, tat was a short pant, which he had tried before and made him looked very nice. I thought tat i was courageous because tat's my first time went to Ipoh parade and tat's the first time i went up to the 5th floor parking...hahahaha...so brave me...hahahaha...no la...juz kidding...Then after i had bought my gift then i left Ipoh parade and suddenly i want to go Jusco and buy the midnite movie ticket and give him a surprise...so i go there...Jom...
After i had arrived Jusco, walao, so many ppl had been there already. I had spent a lot of time to find out a parking place for me and got off. Finally i had bought the movie ticket which was on midnight 12.30 am and that movie called The bodyguard and assassin. Then i oso want to leave Jusco and i went to pay for the parking ticket. I no need to pay as well coz not enuf one hour so din charge any price. I walked back to my car and hold the ticket on my hand. When i got up to my car, OMG my ticket had lost. I found and found but no result as well, so i called my bebe, he said that i can went and asked the Jaga there. At tat time, i was so nervous and scared, don know wat to do as well. Then i went and ask information counter, they said if lost the card, the loser had to pay RM 20, OMG!!!i juz paid it and don want find already, then they gave me another card after i had paid. Then i got back to my car and i found and saw it was at the ohter site, the sit beside me...OMG, i want to faint in tat moment, i really regret why i cant calm down and find carefully. I want to cry already... Ma de!!!!!Damn fxcking machine and Damn shit parking system!!!!!haiz, then i juz felt helpless and drove back to home with a broken heart...Damn!!! Haiz, tat's called fate i think...But after a few minutes, i had been recovered already, juz accepted the fact ba...So tis was the bad thing happen on me 24th...
Finally the darkness was arrived and transform to the night already, then i had to be ready for going out wif my bebe... Hahaha...so he told me that he was busy and until 8.30 pm juz release from his job, damn job!!! So that, after he and i were finished to dress up, then we got going to Ipoh and started our celebration...hahaha, at first, we went to Ipoh garden and had our dinner 1st. That restaurant called Scotchland, he ordered a chicken chop and i ordered a garlic steak. Then the value tat the restaurant gave us was the ratio of price and satisfaction was not balanced, the value = 3:2!!! The taste was still ok and the atmosphere was still ok not good as well. Don know why there got a lot of reputation, really freaking me out!!!
Then we went to another place Oldtown and ate again, coz the food size tat scotchland gave was very small and the price charge higher than wat i expected, coz really unworth!!!! After finished our dishes at Kopitiam, we went to another place, tat's a place called De Garden, it was a new building behind Court de, and got a function there. We went and look around then juz went to watch our movie. Then we realized De Garden had opened a nice cafe and the building also very nice, so next time we decided to cum and tried the new opening cafe...hehehehe... Then walked here and there when the time was reached to 12.30am, we went to cinema lu....
The movie was really nice although there got a lot of violent scene, but i felt really really tired at tat moment, so i fell in sleep already, but juz for a while only...hahaha,those excited scene i din see leh...haiz...so Cham... Then after the movie show, we got back to our home, and he still wan to say he din buy me any thing, and he want to present it for me on the next day coz i oso got bought him a gift ady... After we arrived our hometown, he said he got something to give me, ooo...i suppose to know tat he was lying to me...then he present me a bag from padini la...it's nice la, bcoz Bebe, everything tat u give i oso love it... Thanks ya...beloved bebe...hahahaha...
Let's note down those stupid things that i had done while preparing the activities for my bebe...
haiz, actually everything is all right at the start, actually all of those stupid and idiot stuff was caused by myself.
On 24th was yesterday, i intended to buy a gift for my dear and i went to Ipoh alone. The first place tat i went to was Ipoh parade, coz my ideal gift was located in Ipoh parade, tat was a short pant, which he had tried before and made him looked very nice. I thought tat i was courageous because tat's my first time went to Ipoh parade and tat's the first time i went up to the 5th floor parking...hahahaha...so brave me...hahahaha...no la...juz kidding...Then after i had bought my gift then i left Ipoh parade and suddenly i want to go Jusco and buy the midnite movie ticket and give him a surprise...so i go there...Jom...
After i had arrived Jusco, walao, so many ppl had been there already. I had spent a lot of time to find out a parking place for me and got off. Finally i had bought the movie ticket which was on midnight 12.30 am and that movie called The bodyguard and assassin. Then i oso want to leave Jusco and i went to pay for the parking ticket. I no need to pay as well coz not enuf one hour so din charge any price. I walked back to my car and hold the ticket on my hand. When i got up to my car, OMG my ticket had lost. I found and found but no result as well, so i called my bebe, he said that i can went and asked the Jaga there. At tat time, i was so nervous and scared, don know wat to do as well. Then i went and ask information counter, they said if lost the card, the loser had to pay RM 20, OMG!!!i juz paid it and don want find already, then they gave me another card after i had paid. Then i got back to my car and i found and saw it was at the ohter site, the sit beside me...OMG, i want to faint in tat moment, i really regret why i cant calm down and find carefully. I want to cry already... Ma de!!!!!Damn fxcking machine and Damn shit parking system!!!!!haiz, then i juz felt helpless and drove back to home with a broken heart...Damn!!! Haiz, tat's called fate i think...But after a few minutes, i had been recovered already, juz accepted the fact ba...So tis was the bad thing happen on me 24th...
Finally the darkness was arrived and transform to the night already, then i had to be ready for going out wif my bebe... Hahaha...so he told me that he was busy and until 8.30 pm juz release from his job, damn job!!! So that, after he and i were finished to dress up, then we got going to Ipoh and started our celebration...hahaha, at first, we went to Ipoh garden and had our dinner 1st. That restaurant called Scotchland, he ordered a chicken chop and i ordered a garlic steak. Then the value tat the restaurant gave us was the ratio of price and satisfaction was not balanced, the value = 3:2!!! The taste was still ok and the atmosphere was still ok not good as well. Don know why there got a lot of reputation, really freaking me out!!!
Then we went to another place Oldtown and ate again, coz the food size tat scotchland gave was very small and the price charge higher than wat i expected, coz really unworth!!!! After finished our dishes at Kopitiam, we went to another place, tat's a place called De Garden, it was a new building behind Court de, and got a function there. We went and look around then juz went to watch our movie. Then we realized De Garden had opened a nice cafe and the building also very nice, so next time we decided to cum and tried the new opening cafe...hehehehe... Then walked here and there when the time was reached to 12.30am, we went to cinema lu....
The movie was really nice although there got a lot of violent scene, but i felt really really tired at tat moment, so i fell in sleep already, but juz for a while only...hahaha,those excited scene i din see leh...haiz...so Cham... Then after the movie show, we got back to our home, and he still wan to say he din buy me any thing, and he want to present it for me on the next day coz i oso got bought him a gift ady... After we arrived our hometown, he said he got something to give me, ooo...i suppose to know tat he was lying to me...then he present me a bag from padini la...it's nice la, bcoz Bebe, everything tat u give i oso love it... Thanks ya...beloved bebe...hahahaha...
Friday, December 18, 2009
hate myself
i don know why i myself would becum like an ill temper...actually i thought it might because of the final, but it's over already...i still like tat! I was being angry easily, a little thing also can arouse my anger and dander. After the anger was disappeared, i just realized that i'm so bothersome to my family i think. How could it be? How could i become like tat?OMG, i really feel compunctious to them!
When i vent on them, my mind will keep thinking that i was the most unregarded people in my family. I think it is because i'm the second children in this family. My sister is the 1st child in this family, of course my parent will be more concerned about her. By then, my eldest brother is the 1st boy in this family, same as well they will concerned more. At last is my youngest brother, no need i say who also know parents will concerned him more as well. And me? what is my position? So i always think that i was the most unregarded person. With this thinking,my anger and dander become more serious and my sadness aggravate as well. Until this moment, i still have that kind of feeling...
After all this had passed and my anger clear off, i will felt guilty to them. I shouldn't always get angry and vent it on them. But i still cant release that kind of thinking, coz i really feel unfair to myself sometimes. But Dear is right, this world wouldnt be fair always, this kind of situation is not only happen on me, others ppl in the world as well even worst for them. I should appreciate that they grew me up for 20 years and give me the best thing as they affordable. Thanks mum and dad, but i really hope ur can regard me a bit more.
I have to appoint myself to control and press down my ill temper. Actually i'm not used to treat ur like that, but all this was happen on the spur of the moment. Sorry about that, i will change myself...i promise...
When i vent on them, my mind will keep thinking that i was the most unregarded people in my family. I think it is because i'm the second children in this family. My sister is the 1st child in this family, of course my parent will be more concerned about her. By then, my eldest brother is the 1st boy in this family, same as well they will concerned more. At last is my youngest brother, no need i say who also know parents will concerned him more as well. And me? what is my position? So i always think that i was the most unregarded person. With this thinking,my anger and dander become more serious and my sadness aggravate as well. Until this moment, i still have that kind of feeling...
After all this had passed and my anger clear off, i will felt guilty to them. I shouldn't always get angry and vent it on them. But i still cant release that kind of thinking, coz i really feel unfair to myself sometimes. But Dear is right, this world wouldnt be fair always, this kind of situation is not only happen on me, others ppl in the world as well even worst for them. I should appreciate that they grew me up for 20 years and give me the best thing as they affordable. Thanks mum and dad, but i really hope ur can regard me a bit more.
I have to appoint myself to control and press down my ill temper. Actually i'm not used to treat ur like that, but all this was happen on the spur of the moment. Sorry about that, i will change myself...i promise...
Saturday, December 5, 2009
憧憬的圣诞节
第一次用华语在这里打blog，今天是礼拜就忙里偷闲几分钟好了。在加上刚刚看新闻时，有介绍说一个圣诞节的圣诞市场...哇，看到后真的会马上爱上！所以很有冲动来到这里，写一写我的心情。这个地方是在奥地利的维也纳 "Christkindlmärkte"，它是一个传统的圣诞胜地，而且它们现在已经设有很多摊位，摆设还有活动呢！最重要的是那里的气氛真的超棒，超浪漫的！真的好想去...
在这么一个异国风情的环境下，心情难免会有所不同。如果我能够来到这里庆祝圣诞相信，我一定会此生难忘的！最重要的是一定要跟我的他陪伴在身边，能够和他来到这里的话，我想这一定是一个很开心很浪漫的旅程，因为有浪漫的气息围绕着我们。我觉得啦...真的很憧憬咯！好吧，就定下一个目标，在未来的时间里，我跟我的他一定要来奥地利的维也纳过圣诞...
我真的好喜欢那里的建筑风格哦，西式的建筑风格也很有另一种味道哦！
虽然我不是christian，但其实我也很喜欢过圣诞，很喜欢那一种气氛，有种很祥和，很舒服，而且有点小浪漫的感觉！
在这么一个异国风情的环境下，心情难免会有所不同。如果我能够来到这里庆祝圣诞相信，我一定会此生难忘的！最重要的是一定要跟我的他陪伴在身边，能够和他来到这里的话，我想这一定是一个很开心很浪漫的旅程，因为有浪漫的气息围绕着我们。我觉得啦...真的很憧憬咯！好吧，就定下一个目标，在未来的时间里，我跟我的他一定要来奥地利的维也纳过圣诞...
其实不止过圣诞，来这里旅行也是蛮不错的...
所以呢，除了巴黎，奥地利暂时就是我第二个旅游目标咯！！！你们可要等我啊，不久的将来，我一定会去的！！！yeah...哈哈哈哈...wait for me,muaks!!!Love travelling...
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