Struggling psychologically

In the recent time, i feel like critical thinking is extremely important to me...
It is the things that i'm looking for to improve myself all along...
This notion is aroused by this subject - MADM, which is lectured by Bobby & Ms Susan
I can see this element from them. I really desire to have that kind of thinking...
In order to possess it, what i should do is to think more and more...then i think i should be
able to have this...
However, i'm the person who dislike to think too much, it will carried me to the tiredness...
Well,no pain no gain...I really want to gain more and more but i don hope to pay out too much...
Haiz, what kind of person i am!! Too greedy me...Recently, i feel that i'm not as hardworking as last time...Hope that it's my illusion...I just not used to things can get easily without too many payout...No motivation on it without a reason...I would not tell myself that i should work hard and be cheerio...no, no such of things in my conscious mind...i saw my frenz always motivated themselves by saying jiayou to themselves...But it do not work on me, when i saw the word seem like very motivated, i would feel very stress...However,i'm able and always can get my things done with stress...what an antinomy!!!hahaha...By then, i'm struggling whether to pay out or not...it's a good question and i can't answer at all...As i'm a person who like to change based on my personal factors as well as the environmental factors...

Hanging out 9/7/2010

Yesterday, i was hanging out with my friends, Kimmy,Huiyi and Jia le...

They have been waiting for the bus about 12.30pm i think and i was waiting for them

at my home until they reached Gopeng bus station...

Unfortunately, they are not able to get the bus in a short time...Just wait and wait until

1.49pm something. Ya, they are able to take the bus already...

Around 2pm, they just reached Gopeng bus station and i also went out from my home and met

them.

After all these, our first station was Jusco and intended to take our lunch at McDonald there.

But we missed the lunch time package which is much more cheaper.

Just being late for 1 or 2 minutes only and the McD don have softdrink to serve as well(they claimed that was technical problems).

So i was just ordered a chicken porridge and Jiale,Kimmy and Huiyi just order 3 Mcsaver burger and 1 orange juice.

After this, they still felt no full with these"small meal"...wahaha...we just walked around and went to see my lovely bag still around or not...

OMG!!!It's really disappeared!!! I tried to find and it's really not being there...I think it should be bought by someone and i feel that my heart is breaking at the moment...wuwuwu...

I just persuade myself and let it go...Without buying the bag, i can save on about RM320...But i love so much.Indeed,it has been bought by someone and i feel more demand and desire on it...

That's the nature of human being or just only me...hahaha...

Furthermore, we went to Secret recipe and take a tea time...Each of us got one piece of cake and a drink... And those cakes, tea and coffee that we ordered were good taste and have a nice appearance...erm, yummy...

After this,We just walk around Jusco for a while and we moved away and went to Ipoh Parade...

And it's a time to have a crazy shopping...We went and shopped those boutiques and tested so many clothes...Hahaha...I got my booty during the shopping sessions...Jiale, Kimmy,Huiyi and i also went to those boutiques and testing those clothes like hell...hahaha...

It's really funny to shop with them and the time was just passing too fast...We thought that was quite early aroung 7 or 8pm...But it's actually 9pm already...Almost 9pm, we were still at the fitting room and kept on testing...hahaha...how crazy it is!!I just can said that we are shoppalic...haha...Finally,all of us got our lovely stuff and booty during this shopping sessions...However, our desire to shop still high and we could not continue already since that time was too late...

That's all for today...^ ^

Just hav a break!!!

Finally i'm able to update my blog...Just want to record down the lately life...
Unconsciously, this semester has gone half already. Really realized that time is passing so fast
and no pause...So many things have been changed and seem like would not recover back to
original facts...How sarcasm is it!! Well, i think no one cannot survive without anyone...
The rather that, nothing can gain from it...so no mind of it...
This week just finished one midterm and still have two more to go...
My life is full of enrichment as my frenz and i went and participated a lot of activities...
My uni life seem like got a bit vitality...haha...but it's in year 3, so pity...
Tmr gonna to hang out with those crazy girls who are Jiale, Kimmy and Huiyi...wahaha...