最近过得很无聊...即使是无聊，也不想上课...渐渐地不喜欢读书了， 厌倦了这种无聊透顶的生活模式... 好想快点毕业耶！在倒数中...还有1年时间...
最近有check成绩了，还ok啦！还算满意，总算维持了3.0以上的成绩...真的对于自己没有太大的期望了，宁愿自己快快乐乐和轻轻松松的maintain着就够了...偶尔要求下自己就可以了...
最近感情生活很单调，无趣...到底怎么了？来来去去还是一个字：等！唉...
不是我想抱怨你什么...只是觉得没办法不抱怨。你一直想我体谅，我是有试着去那么做啊！
但是有时候还是会爆发出来啦！自己已经一直在控制了，容忍也是有限度的...
我不是那些很大方，事事都可以忍的女生，我承认...
但你自己呢？你又是如何地去面对我现在所面对的一切呢？我真的很想知道...
无可否认，你是一个很好的男朋友！但是我不认为你是一个好情人...虽然我自己也是...
现在的我只想离开这里，最好离你越远越好（我想如果有冲动的话〕...
说真的，很想报复你，但是从来我就不会有机会...这些事情只会一直是你造成，而且是对我的...
我想你会很久也不懂我写了这篇东西，因为你根本不会去注意...
总结的一句话，我爱你但也恨你！！！周文雄，你很烂...很7很7烂!!!可见我是多dulan你吗？
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
520-2010
Well, finally i had recovered from my sickness...Today i was outing wif my old good friends, Ming Ming and Agnes.
Today really have a nice day...We had chatted for wholeday, watched movie and shopped around, even that was just a window shopping. But we have been setting so many target to buy when we have money for it...really really hope i can be faster get it...
Target: Biotherm sunblock, Clinique foundation make up, and Estee lauder pore minimizer
Wow...it's crazy for me...hahaha...OMG, really cannot go out wif them, they will get me want to buy many costly things...Haiz, if i got much more money, how great is that!!! No matter how, today really is a nice outing for me. However, i still not recovered from the sickness completely.
Today is 520...But my dear cannot accompany me, a bit disappointed! He have been busying for his company's hair show for two days... Quite miss him, what a damn shit company!!! Very miss you, baby!!! Don u know? Although i can't help anything, i still supporting u always... Don't give up, u can do it!!!
Today really have a nice day...We had chatted for wholeday, watched movie and shopped around, even that was just a window shopping. But we have been setting so many target to buy when we have money for it...really really hope i can be faster get it...
Target: Biotherm sunblock, Clinique foundation make up, and Estee lauder pore minimizer
Wow...it's crazy for me...hahaha...OMG, really cannot go out wif them, they will get me want to buy many costly things...Haiz, if i got much more money, how great is that!!! No matter how, today really is a nice outing for me. However, i still not recovered from the sickness completely.
Today is 520...But my dear cannot accompany me, a bit disappointed! He have been busying for his company's hair show for two days... Quite miss him, what a damn shit company!!! Very miss you, baby!!! Don u know? Although i can't help anything, i still supporting u always... Don't give up, u can do it!!!
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Holiday getting started!!!
Finally, i hav time to update my little blog...After struggling for a few weeks, i finally freedom from those exam! A bit dissappointed for myself during this exam. The reason is i had made mistake in 2 subjects...Feel regret with my misplay...However, from another degree in viewing this issue, that's might be a good thing to me... That's called experience for me...This is the process that training myself, who didnt do wrong in their wholelife?absolutely no one did it...
Therefore, that's the process of learning. The one who can learn from their mistake and won't repeat it tend to be more successful in achieving their goals... So i will tried not to repeat my mistake again. When i reviewed about my exam, i think the main problem is i'm pushing myself too much and infuse too much pressure on myself. So it result in the occurance of the mistake during the exam. Too much pressure really made me nervous and could not think calmly...This is the biggest mistake on me...Since the mistake had been made, keep on blaming is useless, the most effective way is to overcome that!!!
Holiday getting started from tuesday, the holiday just have 2 weeks only. The shortest holiday for me!well, i still have prepared a book for myself to read it through...That's twilight: Eclipse!!!
Wow, what a thick book for me!! And i have bought the english version one. It is because the chinese version is much more expensive than the english version. Indeed, it gives me a chance to learn and upgrade my english level (hopefully). It's really a lot of word i don know, but i should check it out and learn. As a university student, it is too superficial for me by just knowing those easy words, instead of profundity. So i will finished reading this!!!
Recently, i hav changed my mine about something. Many things are different from the past, everything is changing. At the beginning of these, i really felt could not acclimatize myself to these. Fortunately, i have my dear beside me and he care about me as well as gave me the advise. He really made me understand that we should face it unperturbed. I really outguess of these issues, i didnt care anymore, whatever it be also wouldn't affect my emotion anymore. I would not feel down with this. It's a good phenomenon for me, what for i care about those senseless stuff and it will eventually influence my emotion and not happy with this. What a fool for me!haha...
I have to stop here and that's all about my recentness...To be updated soon...^ ^
Therefore, that's the process of learning. The one who can learn from their mistake and won't repeat it tend to be more successful in achieving their goals... So i will tried not to repeat my mistake again. When i reviewed about my exam, i think the main problem is i'm pushing myself too much and infuse too much pressure on myself. So it result in the occurance of the mistake during the exam. Too much pressure really made me nervous and could not think calmly...This is the biggest mistake on me...Since the mistake had been made, keep on blaming is useless, the most effective way is to overcome that!!!
Holiday getting started from tuesday, the holiday just have 2 weeks only. The shortest holiday for me!well, i still have prepared a book for myself to read it through...That's twilight: Eclipse!!!
Wow, what a thick book for me!! And i have bought the english version one. It is because the chinese version is much more expensive than the english version. Indeed, it gives me a chance to learn and upgrade my english level (hopefully). It's really a lot of word i don know, but i should check it out and learn. As a university student, it is too superficial for me by just knowing those easy words, instead of profundity. So i will finished reading this!!!
Recently, i hav changed my mine about something. Many things are different from the past, everything is changing. At the beginning of these, i really felt could not acclimatize myself to these. Fortunately, i have my dear beside me and he care about me as well as gave me the advise. He really made me understand that we should face it unperturbed. I really outguess of these issues, i didnt care anymore, whatever it be also wouldn't affect my emotion anymore. I would not feel down with this. It's a good phenomenon for me, what for i care about those senseless stuff and it will eventually influence my emotion and not happy with this. What a fool for me!haha...
I have to stop here and that's all about my recentness...To be updated soon...^ ^
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