Disgruntled day

Today really a bad day to me...Due to family problem!!!
When i faced any unfair treatment from my family, i will become extremely low EQ and angry...
Maybe i really care about it!!! I knew that i'm always the one who are not the most being pampered...However, i knew that's a fact...I still hope and try to become the one they will more pampered ...It seem to be a super duper hard mission to me...Failure!!!

I think i should recognize all these facts and i will not achieve that forever and ever...
My parents not like other's parents...They really different a lot!
Other's parents hope that their children can always be with them...But they don't...
The most important thing is money...I always think that if i work at other countries or leave home, they also won't care and the most important thing is whether u give them money???Perhaps my thinking is true!!! What's family love?i really can't feel it...
I knew that i could not choose who to be my family and it's my faith...
I will face it unperturbedly, what can i do now is bearing for these few months only...
Everything will be fine...

Start from now, i really dissappointed with them and no more hope...
I really hope that these few months can pass over faster and i'm going to leave this HOUSE as soon as possible...
(Hope that it's my wrong perception!!!)

2011 January

Tick tock tick tock! Time passed like rocket, 2010 had been passed over!!! It's 2011...
Feel like unacceptable to me...Don't know why,no feel at all toward new year...
Oh, seem lika a bad sign!!!Gosh!!Hope that it doesn't mean anything bad...Blessed ya!

Actually I felt happy for the recent time...Since i have dated with my dearies...However,
i have neglect him a lot...never mind, i think he won't mind one...Love you, Babe...
A lot of things had happened during these few weeks...erm, how to say?can't say that have no influences on me, perhaps a little influences only...Never mind, just let it be, it's non of my business anymore...

I have a KL trip on 31th of December 2010. My deary, Kah Mei has been back to Malaysia from Australia. And we may have a meeting for every week. Thus, we went to KL and visit, another deary's, Ming Ming home. This holiday made my heart felt like unrestrained...Especially after the trip in KL with my dearies...During this trip, we have a lot of fun...For the activities that we had done, hehe, i will made it as a secret(highly confidential)...hahaha...In fact, any activities are not that important, the most important thing is the people who are participating...Hope to have another one with you guys, i love you all...Sigh, i really can't imagine what is the feeling when my deary back to Australia for her continuing study...Perhaps upset and depressed...Don't want to think about this problem...haiz...
That's all for today...


Regard Annie...<3